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Saturday, February 4, 2012

Tired.
Just so tired of trying.
Whatever.
Maybe, this is an eye opener.
I'll just silently move on.
Dont like it?
Then piss off.

Friday, December 23, 2011

The amount of effort you accumulate in order to put everything at the back of your mind.
And when you do, it just wouldnt work.
Out of the many souls on the street, you appeared.
Call it coincidence?
Or was it fated?
Hey you have an awesome girl there.
To officially meet her face to face, yes im indeed glad.
:)
I tried so hard to put on a brave front.
And i think, hmmm i kinda succeeded? 
It is not easy to hide emotions sometimes.
Well in life, in everything you do, many times we do have to put on masks.
Where you are not allow to portrait your true self.
At different situation, we have to react differently.
NOT to fake but to please?
Heck tough but you gotta go thru that part of life.
I dont know how everything just fell into place after that day but i guess it is starting to have effect on me.
And somewhat affecting me.
For real.


Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Expectations kills.
When people take  you for granted, that is when you doubt the friendship.
I thought it was way beyond close.
But everything else comes first, and you'll always be placed at number two.
:(
 


=S


Had the worst day ever.
Was so moodless that i went roaming the town ALL alone.
Movie alone.
Then walk the mall aimlessly alone.
Fuahh.
Im indeed impressed with myself.
Where did those guts came from?
God sent. :)

Library is in town.
Went and check the place out and errrr i no like.
Noisy.
Pricey.
Have to scream your lungs out if you want to talk to the person beside you.
The member card kinda chio.
=)
Library? Nah you dont study there =P
*wink wink wink*


Down.
Tuesday, December 20, 2011

For once i think i was beyond disappointed.
I thought our friendship was a lot closer than that, no?
How come everyone in the world knows, but i have no idea?
How it felt inside was terrible.
Ahhh.
I actually broke down.
T.T
Not that im not happy for you but nahhh idk :(
 I think it meant alot more than just what you see on the outside. Really.


Words.
Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Words didnt just exist for you to freaking use them as you like.
Dont ever doubt me.
Those words you uttered, it hurts.
Currently studying for a paper tmrw.
Oh crap.
Theories and definitions to memorise.
So many of them.
:(


:P
Saturday, December 3, 2011

Just finished cleaning the room.
And the living room as well.
Oh well.
So proud of myself. 
=)
Clean room ftw!
Am currently sweating like a freak. Errr, random!
:P
I think my daddy shud get me a new lappie.
I want macbook pro can.
I shall tell him my laptop dies on me alot.
Like alot ALOT.
Yes im gonna text him now. :)
HAHAHAHA bye im gonna get myself clean now.
Shower ftw teehee :D
 

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